4.29.2020

What Am I Working On

As has become my custom every three months, here's what I'm working on now at work. I won't repeat anything from last time that I happen to still be working on, and for confidentiality's sake I have to blur some of the details for some of these studies.

* Determining the magnitude and equitable distribution of economic gain resulting from population growth in a major league city.

* Exploring the landscape for small businesses (with a particular focus on capital access) in a mid-sized city.

* Serving as a local evaluator for a consortium of community-serving organizations that have received a national grant to invest in three neighborhoods in a mid-sized city. 

* Assessing the feasibility of a proposed tourism attraction in a mid-sized city.

* Evaluating the programmatic infrastructure in place to support diverse entrepreneurs in a big city.

* Providing research and outreach support for a campaign to eradicate poverty in a big city. 


* Articulating the contribution of a mixed-use innovation hub to a neighborhood and region

* Speaking to the economic, community, and societal impacts of mixed-use innovation-anchored real estate projects for two developers, one on the West Coast and one in the Midwest.

* Writing up two mini-studies for universities on their economic and social impact.

4.28.2020

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Here a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "Dreyer's English: An Utterly Correct Guide to Clarity and Style," by Benjamin Dreyer.



If words are the flesh, muscle, and bone of prose, punctuation is the breath. In support of the words you’ve carefully selected, punctuation is your best means of conveying to the reader how you mean your writing to be read, how you mean for it to sound. A comma sounds different than a semicolon; parentheses make a different noise than dashes.



BASED OFF OF No. Just no. “An intentional tremor, with prepositions,” as a friend described it. The inarguably—so don’t argue with me—correct phrase is “based on.”



There’s a thing called a phrasal verb, which is, perhaps unsurprisingly, a verb in the form of a phrase, often including a preposition and/or an adverb, and when one of these shows up in a title, both its bits get capped, as in, say: 

Hold On to Your Hats! 

(whereas the “on” in The Mill on the Floss is lowercased)



Streets lit by gaslight are gaslit. 

The past tense of the verb “gaslight”—as in that which Charles Boyer does to Ingrid Bergman in the eponymous 1944 MGM thriller by undermining her belief in reality to the point she believes she’s going mad—is “gaslighted.”

4.24.2020

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Here are a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "Last Boat Out of Shanghai: The Epic Story of the Chinese Who Fled Mao's Revolution," by Helen Zia.



Unlike the stories of other such mass migrations from revolutions and human crises, the exodus of Chinese from Shanghai in this era has yet to be told. There are no books or dissertations in English that track their saga through the geopolitical tectonics of modern China. In the Chinese language, only a handful of accounts have been published—in Taiwan. Even today, the People’s Republic of China fails to acknowledge that any exodus took place.



The people of Shanghai in particular feared the Communists’ wrath. The very nature of their metropolis was forged from China’s century of humiliation imposed by the opium-peddling British, Americans, and other foreigners. Shanghai was a bastard city: too Western to be Chinese and too Chinese to be Western. The Bund, Shanghai’s fabled waterfront, looked more like a postcard from Europe than from China. Shanghai’s capitalist traditions and privileged urbanites encouraged a sensibility that welcomed modernity to this city “on the sea”—the literal meaning of the words shang hai. 

To the Communists, modern was synonymous with Western, while Western was interchangeable with foreign. Westernized Shanghainese were nothing but yang nu and zou gou—foreign slaves and imperialist running dogs. Shanghai’s wealthy and middle classes, intellectuals and Nationalist partisans were certain to become targets in the coming Communist revolution.



By the time the Red Army surrounded Shanghai, waves of people had bolted: the city’s upper classes, the educated and resourceful, residents who had bet on the old guard—anyone who had anything to fear. Like the White Russians who had vanished from Bolshevik Moscow, the German Jews who had escaped Hitler’s Berlin, Vietnamese waiting for helicopters on the roof of the U.S. embassy in Saigon, or Syrians dodging bombs and bullets to brave the Mediterranean Sea, they fled: By boats so heavily laden they could not avoid collisions at sea; by planes so overweight they could not clear obstacles ahead; by trains with so many people clinging to every surface, the cars could only creep forward. Many had to flee in a frenzied rush, taking only what they could carry. Exile from their beloved city would be tolerable only because they expected to be gone no more than six months or a year at most. That was the longest they figured the Communist peasants would last, never imagining that more than thirty years would pass before they could return and reunite with loved ones.

Even without definitive records on the numbers of those who fled Shanghai, the magnitude of the exodus can be estimated from the counts of refugees that swelled in other regions. Hong Kong’s population doubled in 1949, increasing by more than a million refugees in that single year. In Taiwan, approximately 1.3 million to 2 million “mainlanders” descended on the small, largely rural island: Incoming Chinese Nationalist officials, retreating soldiers, loyalists, and their families thrust themselves onto the existing society of 9 million Taiwanese, taking total control of the island. Many thousands of other Chinese dispersed to Southeast Asia—Indonesia, the Philippines, Malaysia, Singapore, Burma, Vietnam—and as far as South America, Africa, and India. Only a trickle could enter the United States or Britain, with their long histories of restrictions against Asian immigrants, and even fewer went to Australia because of its virulent “whites only” policy. 

The exodus out of Shanghai, like other human stampedes from danger, scattered its desperate migrants to any corner of the world where they might weather the storm. Seven decades later, stories of courage, strength, and resilience have emerged from the Shanghai exodus, offering a glimmer of insight, even hope, to newer waves of refugees who are struggling to stay afloat in the riptides of history.



The unkindest cuts came from the children of the servants, who, taking their cues from their parents, were relentless in their torment. “Nobody wants you! Your family gave you away!” they taunted. They ridiculed her new name, a homonym of the Chinese word for bottle.“You’re a bing, an empty bottle. A nothing, a nobody.” They took every opportunity to pick at her. Bing wanted to run and hide whenever she saw them, but there was no escape. She grew to hate her name and its constant reminder of her shame.



The nine-year-old had assumed that she would be going to Chongqing. But Mama presented her with a terrible choice: Bing could come along with Mama Hsu on the dangerous journey, which would be many times more arduous for a child, Mama told her. Or Bing could stay in Shanghai, and Mama Hsu would find her a new family to live with. “It’s your choice. Which do you prefer?” she asked. 

The old hole in Bing’s heart ripped open again. Her sadness and shame at being an unwanted girl had never truly left her, and now it came flooding back. She could no longer remember where she had lived in Changzhou. She didn’t know her own birth date. The names and faces of her first family—even her baba’s—had gradually sifted from her memory. But she was certain of one thing: If Mama really wanted her, she would never have posed such a question. A real mother would take her real daughter with her—that much Bing knew. 

It took only a few seconds for Bing to answer. She shrugged her small shoulders and stiffened the shell around her heart. Then she gave the answer she thought Mama wanted to hear: “I guess I’ll stay in Shanghai.” 

When Mama didn’t try to dissuade her, the heartbroken girl knew she had been right.



To bypass the censors, some correspondents resorted to code. One educated member of Shanghai’s social set, having decided not to leave his home, arranged to send a message in a photo to his family, who had fled overseas: If he was standing, all was well. If he was sitting, things were bad. When he finally sent them a picture, he was lying down.

4.22.2020

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Here are a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "Elderhood: Redefining Aging, Transforming Medicine, Reimagining Life," by Louise Aronson.



When I first walked into a pediatric ward as a medical student, a body blow of sensory memories time-traveled me from almost-doctor to small-sick-child and that world of cold walls, tall strangers, acrid odors of medications, antiseptics, and bodies, the endless refrains of beeps, moans, whispers, pain, and unknowing and wordless long, lonely nights. My summer of sickness taught me things a doctor needs to know about what care is and is not, and what it’s like to be sick and disabled in our ability-obsessed world, and how pain can be so bad that you would do anything to make it go away. It taught me what it’s like to be frail and small and vulnerable, and what kindness looks like, and cruelty, and how very much parents love their children, and what medicine can do when its tools fit a problem. And it taught me how wonderful it is to be alive and healthy, and that a great trauma can be transformative in ways both good and bad.


4.20.2020

Music to Work to

I have never been a "listen to music while studying/reading/working" kind of person.  But in this extended home office era, I've found tunes to be a useful accompanist.  I have my headphones on most of the time already, given all the phone calls and video calls that have substituted for my usual meeting-dense schedule.  And there are many more distractions at home than in my work office, so music reminds me to stay on task and not wander in my thoughts or eyes. 

Partly as a placeholder for me and partly to give you a window to my 9-to-5 (well, maybe closer to 7-to-8 with two breaks) soundtrack, here are some of my current go-to's (see below).  What works for you?












4.17.2020

Still More Coronavirus Musings


Here we are, still sheltering in place while a tiny virus wreaks havoc on humanity.  What a time we are living in, which will go down in history as one of the most disruptive events of all time, right there with the last great global pandemic, the great influenza of 1918, as well as maybe the Black Death of the 14th century and World War II last century. 

Such a moment creates lots of opportunities to kibbitz about solutions.  Here in America, we hold in tension so many valid opinions, and it has been fascinating to watch those opinions play out in the public space.  At the risk of wading into such a cacophonous fray, especially on issues I know very little about, here are some of my stray thoughts.

4.13.2020

Express Yourself

At a time of great suffering, uncertainty, and isolation, we are all trying to figure out how to cope.  Whether as a professional or a parent (or, for many of us, both), we're all struggling with how to be productive, to make the most of these unusual circumstances for our career and/or our kids.  We've had shared to us that Newton invented calculus while in isolation, and have seen the hyper-organized schedules and curricula our Type A friends have set up for their home offices and family times.  Some of us have rebelled against such hyper-productivity at a time of heightened anxiety, saying to heck with all of this ambition and what we need is to take care of ourselves and love our children.

I consider myself to be, while a critical person, also not a judgmental one.  And I'm trying to extend wide berth for a range of responses to the global pandemic we're all living through.  It's ok to not be ok.  And it's ok to strive for more during this time.  And it's ok to cut ourselves some slack as professionals and parents too.


4.10.2020

What Happens Next After What Happens Next

We are in the middle of an unprecedented crisis of unknown depth and length.  What a perfect storm, of severe pain aggravated by uncertainty around how bad it will get and how long it will be this bad.

Speaking of storms, places that have to deal with natural disasters actually have a framework for surviving today and preparing for tomorrow.  And it turns out that resilience in the face of hurricanes and tornados is also of use in the face of viral outbreaks and economic shutdowns.


4.08.2020

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Here are a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "Wolfpack: How to Come Together, Unleash Our Power, and Change the Game," by Abby Wambach.




The wolves—who were feared by many to be a threat to the system—became the system’s salvation. 

Now, look around our world today: See what’s happening here? 

Women—who are feared by many to be a threat to our system—will become our society’s salvation. 

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. 

WE. 

ARE. 

THE. 

WOLVES. 

Throughout my life, my Wolfpack was my soccer team. 

Now, my Wolfpack is All Women Everywhere.



I was so grateful for a paycheck, so grateful to represent my country, so grateful to be the token woman at the table, so grateful to receive any respect at all that I was afraid to use my voice to demand more for myself—and equality for all of us. What keeps the pay gap in existence is not just the entitlement and complicity of men. It’s the gratitude of women.



Women must stop accepting failure as our destruction and start using failure as our fuel. Failure is not something to be ashamed of—nor is it proof of unworthiness. Failure is something to be powered by.

4.06.2020

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Here are a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "A Republic, If You Can Keep It," by Supreme Court Justice Neil Gorsuch.



By the end of it all, I came to realize that some today perceive a judge to be just like a politician who can and must promise (and then deliver) policy outcomes that favor certain groups. They see the job of a judge as less about following the law and facts wherever they lead and more about doing whatever it takes to “help” this group or “stop” that policy. And it struck me: It’s one thing to worry some judges might aggrandize their personal preferences over a faithful adherence to the law; but it’s another thing to think judges should behave like that. 

The idea that judges do—and should—allow their policy preferences to determine their legal rulings was foreign to my experience in the law. The judges I admired as a lawyer and those I have come to cherish as colleagues know that Lady Justice is portrayed with a blindfold for a reason. These judges strive every day to ensure that their decisions aren’t based on which persons or groups they happen to like or what policies they happen to prefer. They don’t pretend to be philosopher-kings with the right or ability to pronounce judgment on all of society’s problems. They never boast that they can foresee all the (often unintended) consequences of their decisions, let alone accurately calculate the optimal social policy outcome. They don’t seek favor or fear condemnation but recognize instead that the judge’s job is only to apply the law’s terms as faithfully as possible.

4.03.2020

Failure to Allow Failure

What do stand-up comics, inventors, and entrepreneurs have in common?  (I promise you this is not the set-up to a bad joke.)  In all three cases, success comes after a long and iterative process involving many failures.  I promise you every great joke you heard on a Netflix special has first been tested hundreds of times in comedy clubs, during which it went from incomprehensible to terrible to bad to mediocre to passable to decent to quite good, before becoming gold.  Same with inventors using science to discover something game-changing, and same with entrepreneurs prototyping their product or service towards market acceptance.

Indeed, every successful person in any industry can tell you that they had their share of failures, which should tell you that no one can succeed without failing.  They can also tell you that many if not all of those failures were gateways to and not diversions from their path to success, which should tell you that failure is a feature and not a bug in the quest for success.


4.01.2020

A New Quarter

The first 90 days of this year could not have gone worse.  The world was ground to a halt by COVID-19, with an unbearable number of deaths, an uncertain trajectory of future cases, and devastating economic shutdowns.  A promising slate of diverse Democratic presidential candidates was winnowed down to two white guys born in the 1940s.  And basketball icon Kobe Bryant tragically died in a copter crash, along with his daughter and seven others.

Oh what I wouldn't give for a time machine or a do-over.  Instead, we get the start of a new quarter.  Let's hope for better days.

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  Here are a few excerpts from a book I recently read, "Moby Dick," by Herman Melville. Again, I always go to sea as a sailor, bec...